SECOND WEEK ROUNDUP!!

Hello everybody!!!!
So here we are the end of another week. An end to another fairly good week on the fitness front but on the learning a new language a rather poor week. So lets get down to what has happened over the last week in the life of Chip!!!

Well as I said earlier I've had a fairly good week on the fitness front. I lost another 300 grams. Which takes me to a weight of 81.2kg. My BMI is now only 25.06 which is quite good since I have brought it down roughly 0.50 in just two weeks. Also I'm beginning to notice a difference in my build. I am starting to see what appears to be a six pack and my arms are looking bigger and are harder. I'm also finding it alot easier to say no when I'm offered chocolate and when I go into a dairy I'm coming out with a bottle of water rather than an overpriced sugary drink. I'm drinking lots of water everyday like 3 bottles maybe and well I feel really good!!

Now onto the difficulties I'm having with my tutor. As I said in an earlier post she is extremely attractive which isn't necessarily a bad thing but it isn't the best thing when I'm trying to learn German to impress a different female. Well we go back to school next week and my tutor told me she needed 'a week of rest before school'. So it seems my tutor isn't very motivated when it comes to teacher. Also she doesn't really want bakery food for lunch she would rather have sushi which is really good, as I really like sushi. I may have to consider getting a new tutor but I'm not sure as this one is a really nice and super awesome person.

So as you would have known if you read my previous blog about mindfucks. My cousin is down in Auckland so I've spent a bit of time with her over the last week despite the fact I can only stand her for roughly an hour before I feel like picking her up and chucking her off a building. Fuck I hate 8 year olds, they are so fucking annoying. Also I've been watching lots of the Australian Open. Tennis is a lovely sport to watch when you can get past all the screaming when females hit the ball and some men also feel the need to scream. If a female can scream as loud as Sharapova when she hits the ball, I'd hate to hear her when she orgasms......

Lastly I have a things I need to say. Go Liverpool great work beating BOTH Manchester clubs this week. Into the final of the Carling Cup and possibly an FA Cup Final. I get a day off school when they make a final so I'm looking forward to the day off for the Carling Cup Final. Also Congrats to Vika for winning the Aussie Open and lastly well done to the Blackcaps for not being total shit cunts against Zimbabwe!!!

peace :P

Life is a Mindfuck

My life is just one massive mindfuck. So yeah I've got school starting soon and I got my timetable and shit. So I was talking with a few of my friends on facebook asking them what subjects and shit they had. Turns out most of my friends have same study time and I have loads of subjects with my friends which is good. But this also led me to realise my life is a massive mindfuck. "How can your life be a massive mindfuck Chip." Well thanks for asking, I'll explain how my life is a mindfuck during this post.

Firstly my best friend right she is called Julia. Well my best friend who is female. My best friend is actually called Dylan. But my best female friend is called Julia. She's awesome, one of the nicest people I know. She always has time to listen to me and well I love her. Not in the way of wanting to engage in sexual intercourse with her but I love her like a sister. Her boyfriend is really awesome as well. I see him loads and he gave me a ride in his car once when it was raining. Cheers Alex mate :) Anyway well my Aunty who is a bitch to me and I had a massive rage at her swore at her and anything. Well her name is Julie which is kind of a coincidence, odd thing is they look slightly similar. Want another mind-fuck. Well the last female I liked is called Julie.

So you are thinking and so what the names are similar not really a mindfuck. This is where shit gets interesting. So yeah Julie (the girl I liked) well she wasn't really the last girl I liked. The last girl I liked will be called Mf for now. Some of you know how that went, well I bought her Perfume and Chocolate as a gift. Went all out for her while I was overseas spent nearly $100 AUS on her and she left before I could give it to her. Well Julie was German. Now this is where the mindfuck comes. The last 5 females I've liked (if you include my tutor and my current crush) have all been German. So yes I think I have an attraction to the German race. Now you will probably be laughing your arse off thinking of all the jokes you can make about German people.

So yes that was a mindfuck of sorts. But the biggest and I mean biggest mindfuck of all will be saved for another day. Another post perhaps or maybe I won't tell you at all. Anyway as some of you know I'm not really a sociable person and well I had a massive rage at my Aunty today. Now my Aunty is an alcoholic and well I think she's probably a drug addict. She's been into rehab a couple of times and it doesn't really work. Well my cousin isn't allowed to see her unless they are supervised so they've come down to Auckland for a couple of weeks to invade my Grandmothers house and to invade my life. Now I love my cousin never have problems with her and I love my Aunty but she aggravates me so much. Well today I snapped and started swearing at my Aunty telling her what I thought of her and about how much stress she causes the family. To come to conclusions I don't think I'll be seeing her for a good few months.

Now I've had a lot of people telling me to give up with my quest and that I have basically no chance of pulling this off. Also I've had a few people telling me how to live this final year of my school life. To those of you who are telling what how to live this year, thanks the support I'm getting is really helpful. It's making me more motivated than ever to prove you all wrong. I've also been listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers new album entitled I'm With You. It's a great album and you should all listen to it. Also a shoutout to ma boi Lukic. Love ya bro xx :D

Peace :)

FIRST WEEK ROUNDUP

Well I've done a full week of my new lifestyle. I realise that my first post on here wasn't a few days ago but I started my Quest last Saturday. I won't always however update the blog on Saturday and sometimes may wait until Sunday or even Monday to update. Well yeah I'm sure you're all interested in how I've gone this week and if I've had any change in well anything in my life.

So as you know I'm trying to lose weight, some people have told me that I shouldn't really be looking to lose weight because I'm an ideal weight for gaining muscle but well I want to lose the weight as my BMI says I'm overweight. But after some changes in my lifestyle I've lost 900 grams this week!!! Which is basically 1KG. So now my BMI is only 25.15, which means I am only 0.16 overweight. Another good week next week and I'll be into the normal weight BMI.

Also I'm trying to learn German, but I've had some problems with my tutor. I haven't been able to contact her as she has been away with her host family. Which is kind of annoying, also I have a problem with her being a very very very attractive female. The problem with this is the fact that I'm trying to stay away from females as to not be tied down next year. Although my tutor leaves to go back to Germany in June/July so if something was to happen it wouldn't be too bad.

I think I have changed as a person since I fell 'in love' as I now have a different outlook on life. Before I used to be anxious about the future and have negative thoughts about what might happen to me. Now I'm happy and excited about what the future holds for me. I go back to school in about 10 days and I'm really looking forward to it. I can't wait to be back in the place I enjoy, I like going to school and seeing people I know. I like the environment, sure I don't like all the subjects and I get fed up of it at times. But school isn't that bad and I really like it.

Next week I don't really have any aims in mind, I'd love to lose at least another 300 grams and kick on with my muscle building. I'd also like to get that first lesson of German done with my tutor and see if we have anything in common. I just really want to enjoy my last days on holiday, my last days of no routine and doing whatever I really want. I'm 1 week down with many more to go and at the moment. I'm loving every minute of it.

Peace :)

Day At The Races

Hey everybody, tonight I went to the races and collected roughly $50 in winnings which is exceptionally good considering I started off with $8. I don't read any of those form guides that the 'pundits' have made telling you the 'best' horses to pick. I just went from the heart and picked horses based on the names. I chose names relating to my feelings and my biggest winner was a horse who had the same name as the female I have strong feelings for. It was one of those moments where you just have a gut instinct that this is the right horse and well it all worked out.

I've done a lot of thinking over the last couple of days about if what I'm doing is right. I keep thinking of all the negatives and not the positives which could come from this. What if I'm wasting a year of my life, a year which according to many other students who have finished school is the greatest year at school. I'm sacrificing most of my social life for this female, what if she rejects me. Will I be able to continue with my life if I get rejected after all the work I will have put into it?

I think I'll be able to overcome rejection, well I hope I can. I'm quite a shy person in real life and that is probably why I'm not really a normal person. Most normal males my age are really only on the lookout for the nearest 'pussy' they can get or their next 'fuck'. But not me, I prefer to think thoughts over in my mind and calculate all pros and cons of any venture into my love life. I like to have everything organised in my life, this is really why I'm writing a blog. Mainly so I can keep all my thoughts organised over this period in my life and then look back over it in a year and realise where I went wrong.

This blog isn't just about my life, it's about everybody. It's a story for us all to look at and relate to in our own lives. I hope that if you read this despite your opinions on my quest you get something out of it. Maybe a message about what not to do with your life or hopefully it inspires you to follow your heart. Sure it might not work and you'll feel like a complete idiot. But maybe you'll learn something about yourself, about what you are capable of. Everybody is special and unique. We can all do amazing things if we just put our minds to it. So follow your heart and don't let anybody tell you, that you are 'unable' to do something. Because you can do it. I believe in you and I hope you all believe in me.

Peace :)

Chip's Quest Introduction

Hello all and I am Chip. I have set myself a goal well not really a goal. I have given myself a task to complete and this task will take me basically a year. I say basically a year because it is roughly 340 days.

My goal is to go on a date with a female I have strong feelings for. The reason this is going to take so long is because she only comes to New Zealand once every year. To achieve this goal there is a few things I have to do to make myself more 'attractive' towards her.

Firstly I need to lose weight, well not too much weight as I don't want to be putting weight on in order to gain muscle. I'm currently 82.5kg and in accordance with my height of 5'11 (roughly 5'11) this means I have 0.46 overweight according to my BMI calculations. I would also like to build muscle. Now I am grouping both of these 'objectives' in the same task group as they both relate to each other. I could do with losing a bit of weight, but not so much as to mean I'll need to gain weight to build muscle.

Secondly I will also need to learn German. The female I have strong feelings is German and I think if I can learn German I will then be able to ask her out in German which should hopefully make me more appealing to her social side. Learning German won't be an easy task for me as I will also be embarking on my last year at school which means I will probably have a lot of extra homework to do and school activities which means learning German will have to cut into my free time.

Lastly in order for my plan to work well, I'll have to refrain from possible relationships with other females in order to make sure I am not tied down next January. I realize this will probably be the most difficult task for me to achieve as I will be in my last year of school plus if my physique kicks in and I start to build a solid muscle base I may have interest from good looking females.

Now you may all think that this is stupid and will never work, but all my life I've been listening to my brain and it hasn't got me what I want. For once I need to follow my heart and I believe that now this is the time. I've had other chances when I should have followed my heart and didn't. This led to me hating myself and in many aspects I still do hate myself for not making a few changes in how I conducted myself around females. Also people that say I have no 'chance' or the 'percentage' of my dream coming true is small, I do not care.

So to anybody who reads this, this is the start of my Quest. I will keep you updated every week or every couple of weeks on my progress and occasionally post a picture of myself. So enjoy what is going to be a thrilling ride for all involved.

Peace, Chip ♥